Again, I am reminded of how weaksauce I am. I hope to blame the cause of this to our internet and fast-everything generation but that would be too cowardly.

If I over-excert myself too much for one day, I am wasted the next day. Immobile. Cranky. Complaining. Whining like a baby.

How will I ever persevere and be a man?! geez!

I have to admit, my generation is probably more innovative and faster at everything but it’s nothing compared to the days when living was all about brute will and suffering-worn strength. Things just come by way too easy…

Anyway, I just feel like a weak coward these days. I really need to snap out of it. There’s just so much to live for and do!

yeah, so I guess these days that’s why I keep muttering, “Lord forgive me…” My sins are just way too many…