alarm!!

ugh.

the worst 1.5 weeks so far.

this was the week where i needed to pray the most and for some reason, my alarm stopped working… so i couldn’t wake up to MP at all…

i have no idea how people back in the day would wake up in the morning w/o an alarm clock!

anyway… i need to figure out how to get my alarm to work again or there is no way i’m waking up at all in the mornings! arghhh

Anyway, on a side note, I realized again that you just don’t get what you want in life. Some days all your circumstances might be great but your heart is messed up. Other days, your heart is on fire but your circumstances are all messy. Then, there are those days when everything is just not going well.

I’m seeing again that GOD really is very purposeful with my day to day life; giving me more opportunities to SEE Him and HEAR Him and be full of Him and less full on myself.

focus sean. Focus!

I’ve also been realizing that even though I might get involved with godly ventures or opportunities, being divided, could make me less effective. Division of focus and purpose is so detrimental! You could be the most capable person but once divided, its all over.

i hate journaling and esp these days, just reflecting in general, so hopefully this will get me more disciplined to think, evaluate and reflect.

Today’s emotion: frustrated.